Confession of a Drug Addict: True Story

(ATTENTION: Before you read this post, please do bear in mind that I am always proud to be a drug addict. Thank you.) 

I was born healthy. 

Until I reach 19 years old. I start to get involved with drugs. My senior is the one to blame. He introduced it to me. I have no say but to consume it regularly. Now, I am a 2 years old drug addict. 

Some of you may wander what is a drug anyway? 

Well, I am a medicine student you know. I might share a thing or two with you guys. Here it goes. 

A drug is any substance used for its effects on bodily processes and it’s often defined as any substance taken to change the way in which the body or the mind functions. 

Generally a drug is any chemical which does one or more of the following: 

1) Alters incoming sensory sensations, 

2) Alters moods or emotions, 

3) Alters physiological states, including consciousness, 

By time, when it is already too late, I had become tolerance towards it. This means that, over time and with (of course) regular use, I need to consume more amounts of drugs to get the same physiology effect like I did felt the first time I took it. 

I need to spend a whole lot of money and time just to feel good. 

Some people use drugs because they have become physically or psychologically dependent on them. And when that individual continues to use a certain drug because he does not feel ‘right’ without it, that person can be said to be drug-dependent. 

And that is what happening to me! 

I become physically dependence whereby my body becomes so accustomed to the drug that my body can only function normally if it is present. Without the drug, I may experience a variety of physical symptoms. 

Besides, I also become psychologically dependence such that the drug become so central to my thought, emotions and activities that it is extremely difficult to stop using it, or even stop thinking about it. 

For your information, both physical dependence and psychological is a form of drug addiction. 

And I can’t leave it for good just like that. If I did, I will experience withdrawal symptoms. I hate it when it happened! 

Drug withdrawal refers to a set of symptoms that occur as result of cessation from a drug or medication that has one has habitually used for a prolonged period of time. 

Oh, I just can’t keep on thinking about it. I need more drugs. 

There is this one time, I try to, you know, escape. Escape from taking any more drugs. Like seriously, to turn over a new leaf, to live like other normal human beings. 

But oh gosh! It extremely damn hard! Just seconds away, I already start craving for it. I start to run here and there just to get some doses to ease my anxiety. Luckily, there are plenty others who are also taking drugs just like me. So, I can easily get the supply from them. 

Readers, now I am proud to be a drug addict. 

First and foremost, I would loves to advice you guys to stop taking those placebo pills. A placebo is just an inert substance that is given to patients (like you and me) for its probable beneficial effects. In other word, they just a fake therapy. 

Even the word placebo itself comes from the Latin “to please”. 

Seriously, guys! Stop on taking those placebo pills! 

As for now, as I realised the importance of the drug; the excitement and the calmness that I did experienced. I would like to offer you, my readers, the drug I had been consume this pass two years. 

The drug that ease my troubled mind, the drug that keep me calm through this chaotic life, the drug that keep me strong up until now. The drug that I wouldn’t, anymore, dare to skip, the drug that makes me happy, the drug that had alter my life 180 degree. 

The drug that I strongly believed, design perfectly just for you and for me. 

The drug is DnT. :)

(p/s: I need more drug!)